Unsolicited Reward

Ceding to all expectations having given up on hope Demons return to accost and at vulnerability grope In self imposed severance there is so much I can take Me too breathe a human total tolerance can’t fake Slack line flung for towing proved proverbial noose Most of them stood to gain with me everything to lose No logic bears a testimony for this paradoxical stance Where all indulge in revelry and with misery I romance My apathy deemed frailty silence an acceptable norm With ignored all sentiments inadequacy I must conform Strangers not referred to but those thought known As rewards for past follies which accidentally got sown Can’t undo all old tangles keep submitting to subsist To flow along with current and try not face on resist