A Lifetime....

A lifetime So be over where yesterday was the green of spring shows an exemplary now only rewarded with mockery where the waterfall clashes now heavy rainfall splashes the worst thunderfalls this is truly pure nature's all today these gray clouds as darkest as the sky I can imagine how Plath came to her end she was in the coldest winter of the year both inside and outside the green meadows of her art life forever etched by one man I still can handle this deadly world with ominous pains the cruelest color mix The green has become brown try with red mixed with green yes, I can face this miserable world did not lose one tear A thought dead sister in life, she is a real villain she came back with strong bloody body I wrapped her in my clothes ever her dagger on my back I evaded it how bad, how rough, how unfortunate my love makes everyone have fun wrong lines will be again right To this extent, I will die in vain since I have died and then born again unfortunately, she was born in her brain with a hidden twist surrounded with so much love and bliss she had not lost it yet constantly repenting to my address as oft as I can, to the Lord, I pledge fiery for her well being her constant reproach she will not lose it oh dear Lord, please forgive Thinking of the loveliest words too unlikely to believe them nevertheless, promises always came mixed with great accusations of long forlorn eras Lord, oh Lord, what shall I do? lose my time and temper or give just another kiss pure with mine other cheeks, not the blender That dagger, still on my back I'm not eluding, neither in flight by mine love, it does not hurt anymore each time I laid all things at the Lord's feet man proposes, but God disposes that's the law of Medes and Persians you can read that in all verses AMEN is just mine last humble word I'm sure God will, He heard…. From: The Years Of Living Dangerously....