I Am Not Like This

You must be thinking that I am sad. I have a sullen face. I do not laugh and my heart Is not light. I am not like that. I have gone through many Bright moments. I have laughed Till I felt choked. I have heart As light as the feather of a sparrow. I have not sad now. I am silent. Silently watching different Types of game people are playing. How they change before you Utter ah! I am not taking part directly. I have lost my interest in me. I no more play games to survive. I don't feel sad and sorrow. You can say I am dead But I am not I have a heart like you It feels the pain you go through It beats fast in joy when you are happy I just keep my lips pressed together And that is the magic I live this life as an observer