Would Like To Go Away From Here

Why is this loneliness getting hold of me Squeezing my mind to a dot? Ugly voices shred my heart into pieces Words are for me falling short; I am beginning to love silence As if it’s my sweet paramour; The dancing of waves I loathe to see Rather I would like to sleep on the shore; The stars are fading in the horizon The moon just a pale disk; I jump no more into fiery activities Have lost zeal to take any risk; Clouds disturb my peace, howling Loud from over my head; I’m at peace with this cruel world Though I look dejected and sad; Is it you the reason Whom I lost in the prime of my youth? Or something else that I miss in life I just can’t find out the truth. I do not like you to come to me And weep for missing me in your life I do not have a heart big enough To shelter you for much sorrow and strife I wish this silence always remains with me I do not like to sing, laugh, clap or dance; Let me pour down all my thoughts on paper Before, I go to sleep on other side of the fence.