Rhonda

The turmoil over my best friend is such What we have in common seems to be so much But it's our differences that keep me from you Opposites attract I know this to be true Many of the opposing forces Draw my attention to you Your devious delightful grin Lovely locks and smiling eyes of blue Or are they green or maybe gold A mysterious quality I've yet to unfold It's so hard sometimes when I think about you Your magnetic personality, tom-boyishness, and femininity too My mind ponders, is it enough, can I always remain true Or will my shallowness someday come tarnishing through I just wish, I want, I need to know Can I be forever faithful or is it best I let go? Either way, I will not stymie you as you grow For a beautiful blossoming is so soon to show I want to be there even if nothing but a friend To see the results of The Lord's mend It is your heart that I wish never to rend Thus, I'm not sure if a promise from me would never end There are times when all I want is to please And then others in which your heart not to seize I do enjoy the times I spend in your sphere But maybe it be better if someone else you'd have near And so I wait But what I want more than anything else, your happiness So do not wait for me I have no idea at all how long it will be if ever Some of the many negatives of mine Lazy, shallow, self-centered, and slow All of them plus the others you know So my wish is for you this Christmas day Is for The Lord to brighten your way May He bring to you a heart that is true And one that will never leave you blue My Sister in Christ, AFFE