Everything Has Failed

I don’t remember how many women I’ve fallen in love with! ! How many shoulders I’ve tried to kiss, How many lips I’ve wanted to make promises to, How many ponytails I’ve desired To hold between my lips Like a holy sacrament! ! I never wanted to be shallow, I never wanted to hurt a woman, I never wanted to be a divorced male, I don’t know why there is A heaven and a hell! ! ! God should have allowed me A true commitment! ! I’ll rot in my grave With no understanding Why everything has failed! ! !