Going Crazy

I think that I have Gone absolutely crazy When I need to be active I feel so lazy When I want to go east I happen to move to west When I want to sleep I restlessly without a nap When I need to look serious I feel my lips smiling While reading prose I start writing poems If I wish to call a friend I whisper your name From my trembling lips Every feminine creature Appears before me In your feature If somebody calls me I cannot hear If I want to live for you I think I am dying For your view When I want to die For your severe pain It seems to me I have acute fears In my brain Now gain is loss And loss is gain Can I ever regain? My original plain