Afterthought

At first I didn't think it It wasn't in my mind I didn't want to hurt you Nor wished to be unkind You told me that you loved me I said I loved you too But deep down in my thinking I knew it wasn't true So now I must be honest I cannot tell a lie I hope that you'll forgive me Can't bear to see you cry I know that I was foolish To lead you on like this Say, was it when I hugged you And feigned that stolen kiss? Or was it when I told you Just what you were to me I never deemed I loved you That we were meant to be I never called your number Or sent you valentines I didn't say I missed you And all those clich'ed lines So please don't count your blessings No, nothing of that sort ‘Cos when I said I loved you ‘Twas just an afterthought