Memory I Just Pray It Be Enough

Why is it that i can smile and cry at the same time? A mask is my face but the mascarade party will end soon and everyone will see my face for the fisrt time i try to peeling the mask from my face but i am not strong enough The only thing strong enough to rip this mask off is her graceful touch the touch of an angel is so powerful yet painful her grace is only for a second then vanishes I yern to feel the angel's touch again she has shown my face is there more she can show me of myself? Or will she only leave the memory of her blissfullnes? Either way im greatful for the memory i just pray it be enough.