No More

I was always alone both body and soul People saw and turned away because I was nobody I was what was made of me By birth I was a survivor I was a child in need victim of crimes unseen Fearful, guarded and wary forced to grow up all too soon What do you see when you look at me A monster, a lost cause, a wayward soul a hopeless being perhaps Each day I try, I try to heal the wounds, to be better in some way I try to take care of myself but I never learned how I've made it this far A shell of who I was lost and confused with no hope A survivor no more