I Am Unable To

I am unable to hold Happiness and joy in world As they come near But I suspect and fear I have many weaknesses That reflects clearly on face I try to hide and pretend But that seems no end I have yet to live more Keep some near and adore The chance is open to explore I stay in close therefore Chances are bright As he is person right For me and for my future I am very much sure I wish to survive And revive And honestly long to live With firm resolve to believe But ideas rush and diminish I fear no good finish Let life be given trial Facts should not be exposed to denial I shall hold on till last As life is moving very fast I may be simple and ordinary But all these things are necessary