Bored

I go to bed late, but I wake up much later I read the news and with everyone I have become a debater, Thoughts enter my mind on what that I should do But, the answer to that question I have not yet a clue. I pay someone else to clean my pool and to cut my grass Some say that I have become nothing more than a lazy ass, I now constantly in prayer talk to Jesus Christ my Lord And in prayer I always ask him, why am I so bored. I have retired from my job, now I have all the time in the world I make plans and sketches, but they have not yet unfurled, Some say that I should get a hobby or unto charities devote my time Instead I think that I want to travel, and find a mountain to climb. I guess I am just lonely without a girlfriend or a spouse I don't even want to make my bed, or clean up my messy house, When I wake up every morning I always think what is next A simple question to some, but to me very complexed. Should I go for a walk, or maybe I should enter into a marathon But, then I think, I just want to sit and keep my pajamas on, My life before retirement I was always working and sometimes scheming Now, I just sit in my chair, look out my window and start daydreaming. Some friends say that I should find another job or just get rehired But, I don't like that scenario, I am just so sick and depressed and tired, With the job that I once had I was both excited and intrigued But, now I do nothing, I am so lonely and disinterested and fatigued. There are also those days that I feel like I am stuck inside a trap And the only way that I can escape that feeling is when I take a long nap, I wished with excitement I could again find an adventure as some But, as for me currently, all that I see and all that I know is boredom. Randy L. McClave