Rotten Away (T: W: On Rape)

I didn't know I didn't know I didn't know that he could have done this.. On that evening in his room while we are supposed to just study he began to touch me wrong I told him to back off I didn't want to take things this far This early, But then he wasn't the one to listen He took off his branded leather belt and suddenly started to beat me Like a dog I cried and begged him to stop 'I will do anything', I said... He asked me to take off my clothes * * * He continued to beat me further Laughing and told me this is what I deserve for not co-operating with him The belt landed on my bare skin I was beaten again and again The lashes fell on me all over me Once satisfied he threw me on the bed And started doing it... It hurt! God it did hurt! Blood flew like that for the first time from my privates.. And I was first pleading him to stop But then just gave up and looked at the white ceiling... Tears ran down from the corners of my eyes Burning my skin My ears became wet and deaf He was calling me names... *** And when he finished he just got up and threw my clothes on me... Shhh! He made the gesture and laughed again The marks of his teeth upon my breasts The bleeding nipples saw the look in his eyes There were marks - red and swollen all over me, And all I did was to put on my clothes and run away... Away to my home Blood still oozing between my legs Tears still running from my eyes I don't know what I am going to do I don't anything.... The insides have rotten away... Souren Mondal March 7,2016