Silenced

i was in tears as i walked away nothing would ever be the same heavy words i so longed to say, - silence - as none could escape. crushed, by what you had done glass tears etching pain, cutting, scarring hurt on this fragile heart past memories shown on repeat, no longer hidden, shame sets in my blade carving pain upon flesh mistakes never to be forgiven. raging battles torment my mind unsure of where to go from here with hurt written upon each tear nightmares never to be forgotten haunted, i long to silence them. choking, clenched ropes of regret, pull tightly around my weak heart, shards fall, left laying on the floor shattered, never to be restored kneeling down, picking up pieces they're sharp like a razor's edge a painful cut with every attempt dying to mend this brokenness, blood spills on pieces left to lay, life -silenced- pain drifts away.